Am I governed by my heart or my head? I am not so sure anymore.

benjaa:

haleyworldeater:

benjaa:

(via haleyworldeater)

i’m usually governed by my soul. my heart just helps my body live longer. and my brain is just there to help me pass school. haha

your soul, I really like that. I never thought of it that way. :)

my soul is really who i am. it’s the only way i can be able to understand everything i come across. my brain just acknowledges the feedback from my soul ahha. i have a question. how come you asked this question?

curiosity, to be honest!

I was taking one of those personality tests online and they asked me this question and I literally sat there for like five minutes staring at the screen wishing there was another option because I am really not particularly governed by either. It was really frustrating.

Am I governed by my heart or my head? I am not so sure anymore.

"You know that place between sleep and awake? That place where you still remember dreaming? That’s where I’ll always love you, Peter Pan. That’s where I’ll be waiting."

I am forcing myself to be angry so I wont have to feel the pain.

never

never, never, never
pounding hearts, separate beats
ears and chests
fingers and spines
I can’t hear anything
your words and hands cover my face
senseless, letters and pictures
I am drowning in the ink
it curls around my throat
and over your heart
over us all
slipping through the cracks and under the floorboards
I have known this place for far too long
I have known this feeling much too much
you think you are so articulate
you think your words are golden
higher power, clueless being, thoughtless boy
I am falling off your pedestal
and it never stops
endless
pitiless
falling through time
back to steps
to fallen leaves
and nervous shivering
to open windows
and stolen glances
stealing
stolen
swollen
everything hurts
I no longer want this pain
I want to tear you apart
and put you in a box, several boxes
six boxes in the back of my mind
locked away
never, never, never to be seen again
in the darkest of places
in the blackest of blackest
and the coldest of cold spaces
you will live
hers, all hers
mine, all mine
yours, all yours
his, all his
the living dead
thoughtless
up all night hoping
you are so different
but no, you are the same
always preaching
always talking
never noticing
never, never, never

Am I governed by my heart or my head? I am not so sure anymore.

benjaa:

(via haleyworldeater)

i’m usually governed by my soul. my heart just helps my body live longer. and my brain is just there to help me pass school. haha

your soul, I really like that. I never thought of it that way. :)